AUTHOR: SHERRI HAYES
Pages: 238
Date: 27/07/2013
Grade: 4.5
Details: no. 3 Finding Anna
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The Blurb:
For the last two months, Brianna
has discovered something she never thought she would again. Hope. After the
horror of being Ian’s slave for ten months, a fate she never imagined she’d
escape, it feels as if she is living a dream. She has freedom she hadn’t
expected to have again, and she wakes up every morning not fearing what the day
will bring. There is also Stephan. The man who saved her from the daily torture
she had to endure at the hands of Ian and his friends. The same man who makes
her heart race with just the thought of him. Life is good.
Outside forces are determined to
conspire against them, however. When Brianna’s father shows up on her doorstep,
it sends her world spiraling out of control. He brings with him new information
about how Brianna ended up in Ian’s clutches, but will it make a difference?
Will Stephan be able to find a way to make Ian pay for all he made Brianna
suffer?
As Brianna and Stephan try to
find out the truth, their relationship is tested. She is forced to face her
past head on, and deal with the ugly reality of what happened to her. Will
Stephan’s love be enough to see her through her newest challenge, or will the
fragile trust they’ve built come crumbling down around them as the truth makes
itself known.
This is the third book in the Finding Anna
quartet and really shouldn’t be read unless you’ve read the first two books, “Slave”
and “Need”.
Brianna has come a long way since Stephan rescued
her. While she is still easily scared and has little or no self-confidence she
does feel completely safe with Stephan and trusts him implicitly. The arrival
of her father on Stephan’s doorstep almost manages to set her back to the
scared and withdrawn girl she was only a little while ago. But once that threat
appears to have been dealt with Brianna and Stephan are able to continue on the
slow but steady road to her recovery.
And Brianna is making real progress. While she
is still deeply insecure she is slowly starting to trust that Stephan really
does want the best for her. And though she may not always like his methods, she
knows that his demands on her are made only to help her. Watching Brianna while
she discovers that being intimate with a man - having sex with Stephan - was pleasurable
and rewarding rather than demeaning and painful was beautiful. The moment when
she realizes that she loves him put a huge smile on my face.
“Swallowing I looked into his eyes. What I saw only
confirmed what I already knew. I’d do anything for him. Be anything he needed
me to be.”
Something I
really appreciate in these books is that the author takes her time. There are
no miracle cures in this story. Hopefully the last book will proof that love
does conquer all, but the first three books show us that it is a long way to
recovery. Brianna has been through a soul-shattering experience that left her
fearful, prone to panic attacks and withdrawn. It is taking lots of time,
patience and love to get her to build up her sense of self again, to give her the
confidence she needs to face the rest of her life and to make her belief that
she is good enough; good enough for Stephan and good enough in her own right. It is a psychological journey fraught with
fear and pain but one that shows that with love and patience overcoming the
unthinkable is possible.
Too many
authors take short-cuts when dealing with a scenario like this. Too often I
have read about broken and scarred characters who meet their true love and
almost instantly put their past behind them. Sherri Hayes, thankfully, doesn’t.
She takes the reader along the road Brianna has to travel and shows us the tiny
steps she takes towards trust and love. She is not afraid to tell her story
slowly, at a pace that matches Brianna’s progress and includes all the
inevitable set-backs she encounters.
Stephan is an
equally realistic character. While, for a long time, it seems that maybe he is
too good to be true, this book shows he is “only” human after all. He makes
mistakes while trying to help Brianna and he has his own fears and
insecurities. He needs Brianna to guide him as much as he needs to help her.
The result is a heartbreakingly realistic and beautiful story that will have
you smiling and crying, hoping for the best while fearing the worst and rooting
for Stephan and Brianna all the way.
Another thing
that really works for me in these books is that it gives a wonderful insight
into the world of BDSM. It doesn’t shy away from exposing its evil excesses
while showing that in its true form it is all about love, communication and
trust. Because there are characters in this book of both the BDSM and Vanilla
variety, the reader sees both the prejudices against the lifestyle and the
beauty of what it is when indulged in by two loving partners. And because
Brianna, as a result of her horrendous experiences in the past, has to be
introduced to all the various aspects of this relationship at a very slow pace,
the reader is eased into the concept as well.
I’m really glad this book didn’t end on a heart-stopping
cliff-hanger like “Need” did. While it certainly ends on a crucial plot point
and does leave the reader with a desperate need to find out what is going to be
happening next, there is no sense of doom this time, only a profound sadness,
and for that I’m eternally grateful.
Having said that, I’m not going to enjoy waiting for the final installment
in this series. I read somewhere that Sherri Hayes hopes to have it out in the
first half of 2014 and I can only hope that by that she means January 1st.
Because everything in this book indicates that the final installment is going
to be intense and filled with developments. A lot still needs to happen if
Stephan and Brianna are going to find their happily ever after, and keeping in
mind the ending of this book, the road there is going to be anything but easy
for this couple.
The Author:
Sherri is the author of five novels: Hidden Threat,
Slave
(Finding
Anna, Book 1), Need (Finding Anna, Book 2), Behind Closed
Doors (A Daniels Brothers Novel), Red Zone (A Daniels
Brothers Novel), and a short story, “A Christmas Proposal.” She lives in
central Ohio
with her husband and three cats. Her mother fostered her love for books at a
young age by reading to her as a child.
Stories have been floating around in her head for
as long as she can remember; however, she didn’t start writing them down until
she turned thirty. It has become a creative outlet that allows her to explore a
wide range of emotions, while having fun taking her characters through all the
twists and turns she can create. When she’s not writing, she can usually be
found helping her husband in his woodworking shop.
Click her name to visit Sherri Hayes’ website.
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