AUTHOR: ALBERT ALLA
Pages: 315
Date: 03/10/2013
Grade: 4.5
Details: Received from Garnet Publishing
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“Each memory came
innocent and left tainted. And once tainted, memories grew persistent. Their
stench remained and coloured other thoughts, so that, like an infection, I was
soon left with nothing but tainted memories.”
Nate Dillingham is 17 years old when his life
disintegrates. Nate is a nice young man. He is doing well in school and getting
ready for college. He is also the sort of guy who gets on with everybody he
meets. So when Eric Knight enters his school, Nate befriends him even though it
is clear that Eric has issues and none of Nate’s other friends like or trust
the new boy. But that is the sort of man Nate is; he likes people, sees the
best in them and wants everybody around him to be friends.
One day Eric arrives late for his physics class. He
walks in, locks the doors with chains and produces two shotguns. A short time
later there are bodies everywhere. The teacher and the students, including Eric
are dead or dying. The only one to come out of the classroom to tell the tale
is Nate, although he too has been shot.
By the time Nate is discharged from hospital he’s been
pronounced a national hero by the British press and public for having stopped
Eric from taking his killing spree beyond that one classroom. The only person
convinced there is more to the events of that day than the story Nate has been
willing to share is the police officer in charge of the case. But Nate isn’t
sharing whatever has been left unspoken and with the case officially closed,
there’s nothing the investigator can do.
The day Nate turns eighteen he leaves his parent’s
house and England
to go working and travelling in places where his name means nothing; where
people have no idea who he is and what he has done. When he returns to England after
eight years he’s grown up, far more experienced and at least on the surface
reconciled with his past. Meeting Leona and falling in love with her seems to
be the best thing that could have happened to Nate. But the past isn’t finished
with Nate yet and Leona is too closely connected to what happened in the past
and everything he lost.
This is an amazing and thought-provoking book. The
story, as told by Nate after he returned to England, is rather deceptive. Most
of his story is narrated as if by a distant observer; emotions are alluded to
but never really explored. Nate decided years ago to try and leave the past
behind and not think about it too deeply, never mind talk about it. But
ignoring the ramifications of the past means that you have to live your present
always on edge; forever evading anything that might open up the Pandora’s box
filled with memories.
It’s a strange experience to be reading a book about
an apparently very sympathetic character who so deeply detests himself and the
things he did and didn’t do. It is wonderful when you read a book where the
only thing you want to do is reach out and hug the main character, tell him he wasn’t
and isn’t responsible. It is heartbreaking when you can see how easily things
might have ended differently if only… It is eye-opening when you realise that
“if only” are among the cruellest words known to men.
I would so like to discuss this book with others who
have read it. More specifically I would like to talk about what might happen
after the book finishes, because for me it is only too easy to imagine that it
might all happen again; different players but similar outcome. And of course I
can’t say more about that here without resorting to spoilers…
This than is an amazing book that should, if there is
any justice, be discovered, read and discussed by thousands of readers. Well
written, deceptively easy to read and almost impossible to put down this is a
story that will shock you, make you think, and stay with you for a long time
after you’ve read the last page.
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