AUTHOR: LISA RENEE JONES
Pages: 40
Date: 30/04/2013
Grade: 4+
Details: Rebecca’s Lost Journals no. 2
An
Inside Out Novella
Own/Kindle
The Blurb:
In the second sultry e-short of excerpts
from Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Rebecca is faced with a contract to be a
submissive that she doesn’t want to sign—and her would-be Master has unusual
methods of convincing her…
As the relationship between Rebecca and her
rich, darkly alluring man intensifies she must decide just how deep she will go
into his intensely erotic world.
This is the second
Inside Out novella and should be read after the first one, “The Seduction”,
just as both should be read after “If I Were You”.
After her enticing
night with the man she only refers to as “Him” and “Master”, Rebecca is left
conflicted about what she wants. He has sent her away with a contract; a
contract which, once she signs it, would make her His submissive. The contract
however is filled with conditions which are just as confusing as her reaction
to them:
“In so many ways,
it’s what I want. No ties. No emotions. No interference in my job and career
goals. Yet he wants to own my mind, time, body and heart. It’s very confusing.”
While the rational part of her tells Rebecca to just
reject the whole idea, she finds herself returning to the contract time and
again, contemplating the idea of signing it and submitting to Him, rejecting it
and considering it again.
“What’s even more
confusing is that I’m not saying no to this.”
The rest of her life is going from strength to
strength though. She loves her job in the Riptide art gallery and is delighted
with the successes she achieves there. But even underneath her pride and
pleasure at doing the job she loves well, is the constant push and pull of the
contract. The thing and the man are never far from her mind.
And she is still having nightmares about her mother
and icy water. Nightmares that leave her mother’s perfume lingering in the air,
even after she wakes up.
I’m enjoying these short looks at Rebecca’s journals
and her journey towards submission. I especially like that Rebecca isn’t
blindly falling into a relationship she doesn’t understand. She is asking the
sort of questions I would be asking if I found myself in her position. The sort
of questions I imagine any sensible and independent person would ask
themselves, such as:
“I don’t buy into me
having all the control just because I have a safe word. I have no control where
this man is concerned.”
And:
“I can’t be special
to him, or he’d want me all to himself, right?”
Once again the sex is more alluded to than described
in graphic detail. And although I do enjoy a well written and enticing
description of intimacy, I have to say that the way
in which Lisa Renee Jones leaves a lot to the readers imagination while giving
enough information to make the story truly erotic, is working very well for me.
I find myself getting very curious about who this
Master might be. Reason seems to indicate that it can’t be any of the men we’ve
met in If I Were You, men Rebecca meets in her work environment regularly. Yet,
I can’t help feeling that there wouldn’t be any need for all this mystery
surrounding his identity if he wasn’t part of the bigger story as well. I know
it is going to be a while before we find out who this mysterious man actually
is. And I know I’m going to enjoy every minute and every word of the journey
towards that revelation.
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